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Saturday, June 17, 2023

Playlist

Seaside, Oregon
Preface

"So pass me that other instrument.
I've got the itch to play badly.
Scratch the sound. Mind bleed."

George Quasha - from "Not Even Rabbits Go Down This Hole"

Texts

Special

Lockrem Johnson

Lockrem Johnson, March 15, 1924 - March 6, 1977, was a Seattle-based composer, pianist, publisher, one-time Coney Island Calliopist, and beloved educator who made something of a splash on the national stage with his 1951 one-act opera "A Letter for Emily" (based on an episode in the life of Emily Dickinson). He was a pianist for the Seattle Symphony, a teacher at both The University of Washington and Cornish School of the Arts, where he served as director of the Music Department in the 1960s. In short, he was kind of a big deal in the Seattle classical music world before his untimely death just shy of his 53rd birthday. I had the good fortune to meet him once a few months before that, in a long and treasured afternoon during which he gave me both a score to his Fifth Sonata and a welcome and timely boost to my teenage self-esteem. Since then I have performed his music on many occasions, especially his 24 Preludes, but also the Fifth Sonata, and the song-cycle Songs in the Wind.

Douglas Rice, the administrator of his estate, has put together a remarkable website whereat can be found (for free!!) downloadable scores and historic recordings (including my recordings of his Preludes, culled from various recitals over the last 20+ years.) Also available for download is a huge volume of memorabilia, testimonials, and information - in short a hugely valuable picture of a life in music in the Seattle of the 40s, 50s, 60s, and 70s. Douglas has done a wonderful thing here, a labor of love, well worth a peek or a deep dive.

Live

June 15, 2023

Odd Partials - Rachel Yoder, Greg Dixon
Chapel Performance Space, Good Shepherd Center, Seattle

Evening Ritual - William O. Smith

music collects itself as an instrument
piece by piece
place by place
till it becomes two

Cacophony - Jenni Brandon

displacement
as birdsong species dispersal
throws an aural net over a region

Serpent Hors D'Oeuvres - Greg Dixon

modular synthesis system
lively pulses
up and down
weave about the space

Domestic Loops - Rachel Yoder

homesome daily life cycles
filling experience
episodic chore rhythms

Tater Dreams - Jessi Harvey

from drawings poems scores
as you will
aphoristic as spuds
self replicating

Mirror Lake III - Greg Dixon

response chamber
space plays tricks on our activations

Bell's Blues - Greg Dixon

sat back and played

Seaside, Oregon
{obliquely apropos of all of the above:
signal processing in general
is quite clever
at manipulation of a sound
as an acoustic entity
whatever the sound is
it is less adept
at manipulating a sound
through creative analysis and dissection
as music is heard
by classically trained practitioners
such as myself
a figure is a sound
and nothing else
unparsed 

or::
synthesis stinks at tunes
beyond simple cycles
since it has no conception
of what they are
or that they are even a thing
that a thing can be
they rely on us for that
(but David Dunn . . . )
transforming itself from inside itself
the way tunes can
since
for us
tunes
are a thing
that a thing can be}

{be all that as it may:
this was quite a wonderful and engaging show
some folks
working with tools
in their own way
to share what they come up with

Jessi's tater drawings are darling

Seaside, Oregon
Recorded

June 10, 2023

Farmer's Paven, Fvb. 287 - Giles Farnaby - Claudio Columbo [from The Fitzwilliam Virginal Book]

a garden of stepping stones
figures come apart in their middles
upon repetition

Introduction and Rondo in E-flat Major, Op. 17 - Frédéric Chopin - Garrick Ohlsson

begins in somber tones
passion erupts
the young folks mix gaily
hearts flutter
laughter loosens the mood
a vehicle for pianistic display

Lied ohne Worter in A-flat Major, Op. 38 #6 - Felix Mendelssohn - Edmund Battersby

every knot is tied
each corner is tucked
all debts are paid

Preludio al Corale e Fuga sopra un frammento di Bach (Edizione minore della Fantasia contrappuntistica), BV. 256a - Ferruccio Busoni - Wolf Harden

contrapuntal ingenuity
has it out
with chromatic slippage

the light is deceptive and fickle

playing in the Garden
of the Art
of The Fugue
not a completion
of the unfinished quadruple fugue
but
a recomposed discussion
of its possibilitoes 

pulls the final chord
out of an invisible hat

Song 7 - Charles Ives - Kia Sams, Russ Warner

something about delight
a song that finds its melody
ever wandering

Seaside, Oregon
June 11, 2023

God's Gonna Separate the Wheat from the Tares - Blind Joe Taggart [from Really The Blues]

in which
the line
between lifted voice preaching
and teaching song
is shown
to be indeterminable
there is
also
a sense
in which
the more rigid structure of rhyming stanzas
is a parody
of the rhythm of ecstatic preaching

Can You Blame The Colored Man? - Gus Cannon [from Really The Blues]

tells a story about Booker T. Washington
visiting Roosevelt at the White House
in the manner of a folk tale

Don't Worry About Me (Take B) - Erroll Garner [from Erroll Garner on Dial]

lives in its inflections

Sweet Sixteen Bars - Ray Charles [from The Great Ray Charles]

and each such bar
takes its time
in partitions
of finishing up
hanging around
and starting over
even the vampy
fill in figures
are measured in their weight

Seaside, Oregon
Re: Person I Knew - Bill Evans Trio [from Moon Beams]

theme and variations
or doubles
motions join
to become strands of lines

The End - The Doors [from The Doors]

the introduction
is to establish a mindset
within which
the necessary song
might be possible
it does
also
get the pulse going
but
that seems more of an afterthought
or an aside
a place for one's mind to wander 

Ice cube was also saying something
about the West being the Best 

but Jim goes all mythic

Now I Wanna Sniff Some Glue (Live at The Roxy) - Ramones [from Leave Home]

a new neighborhood crashes the party

Color Is A Beautiful Thing - Nina Simone [from Fodder on My Wings]

concept album:
as
a one-person tragicomic argument
apology
and confession
morally uplifting

Back Room of the Bar - The Young Fresh Fellows [from Refreshments]

starry-eyed parodists of the dive bar scene
America's back catalogue in situ

Seaside, Oregon
Strict Songs - Lou Harrison, University of California, Santa Cruz Chamber singers and Chamber Orchestra, Nicole Paiement, Leroy Kromm

performed in fine vim and vigor
a sunny day
in the finish
on the tongue
notes of Billings
and of Copland's better muse 

this music enjoys being itself
it glows with it

this might be nearly
if not actually
the first time I have heard music by Lou Harrison
imagine that! 

it gives itself all the time it needs
to say its whole piece

{we do not speak our native tongue
but
we live within it
as it lives within us 

music
like elegant homes 

do I become fictitious
by
and while
listening to music

Song 7 - The Humidiflyers [from The Humidiflyers Fall 2002]

jamming
as a compositional tool
for becoming a sound

Seaside, Oregon
June 12, 2023

Gradus 126 - Neal Kosály-Meyer [September 24, 2007]

during which
an iteration of my Lids Film
is playing over the stereo
and
to which
the construction project to our North
is
at this present hearing
adding intermittent nail gun and general loud banging
there remains
however
quite a lot of space
empty of all
but the constant background
of air filters and traffic

in the end
I'm not convinced the two main strands do anything for each other
mutual transformation badge not achieved

Raise Hell - Brandi Carlile [from Bear Creek]

curriculums vitae
tough bar brag
talking oneself into bravery

Remington Rand - Keith Eisenbrey [August 13, 2017]

we had in our possession
an old manual typewriter
that had belonged to my folks
we were about to give it away
so we recorded a snippet of its sounds

Pitch Collection 2 - Sascia Pellegrini [from Atoneide 2]

many collect pitches
many curate collections of pitches
this curation of pitch collections
ungroups
and insists on
an articulated path
these pitches can have no names

Seaside, Oregon
June 13, 2023

Dalling Alman, Fvb. 288 - Traditional - Claudio Columbo [from The Fitzwilliam Virginal Book]

if the game in question
deals with metrical and diatonic cross purposes
it behooves the composer
to make each such meter and diatonic tune bit
as clear as possible

Blessed Are The Poor In Spirit - Luther Magbay [from Goodbye, Babylon]

hymnody:
a freefloating collection of sacred stanzas
among a freefloating collection of melodies
indexed by syllable count
just grab a matching pair from the book
and sing lustily

C'est La Vie - Sarah Vaughan [from In A Romantic Mood]

she isn't given much room to play with
the song sung straight
she nails it shut tight
and nearly disappears

When I'm Sixty-Four - The Beatles [from Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band]

and waddaya know
I happen to be sixty-four my own self
I am
however
never still out at quarter to three anymore
no grandkids either

Hearts of Stone - Bruce Springsteen [from Tracks]

my complaint in regard to Springsteen
is that he excels at misreading his own songs
generally
by overinflating each one
into an amorphous blob of stadium filling monotony

Seaside, Oregon
Blowin' In The Wind - Bob Dylan [from Before The Flood]

and in regard to the Dylan of this album
is that
he sounds like he hates his own song
just add accents willy nilly
so the folks know the brand

At The Fireplace - Itzhak Perlman [from Tradition]

pretty and in good taste

Scenario - A Tribe Called Quest [from The Low End Theory]

a sequence play
of individual lists
of references and word games
and presumably in-jokes
et cetera 
rhymed together
into the semblance
of a thing being said

Spit Shine - Alvin Joiner [from 8 Mile]

bad boy boast
competitive rough neighborhood
for cred

Aleta Two-Step - Back Burner [from Simmer On]

fingering patterns
traded around like baseball cards

Track 2 - The Hunting Club [recorded live at Sound Effects Coffee Shop, Seattle, October 26, 2012]

between episodes of regular
a new tempo
this song/arrangement
needs a studio

Seaside, Oregon
She Walks In Beauty - Steve Layton & Sound In [from Further Journey]

spoken texts
piled thick in puddles
robotic filter

Rock Bottom - Robber's Roost [from Rage & Reason]

guitar vocal bass(?) and tambourine
who needs more

June 14, 2023

The Old Spagnoletta, Fvb. 289 - Giles Farnaby - Claudio Columbo [from The Fitzwilliam Virginal Book]

metrical puns are not eschewed

Curley Headed Woman - Burnett & Rutherford [from Really The Blues]

a blues stanza
aims at the last line
banjo fiddle and vocal
each serving a different
and only partially hierarchic role

In The Mood - Jerry Lee Lewis [from Rare & Rockin']

straight eighths in the left
but pounded out with specific metrical feel

Money (That's What I Want) - Little Richard [from The Explosive Little Richard]

arranged as a stage show
horns and backups

Seaside, Oregon
Duo 5 Part 1 - Benjamin Boretz, J. K. Randall [from Open Space 54]

from the sessions
non-performance events
of conversational music thinking 

these discs arrived in the mail just yesterday
heretofore not heard (by me) 

though some of these sessions
ended up on the Inter/Play tapes 

this was at the root of what was happening at Bard
when I showed up a few months later 

this one starts down in the De Profundis regions
of both Crumar and piano
each event means business
there is no out from these deeps

the microphones and recordings
(on cassette tape)
were used
principally
for their own
Ben's and Jim's
edification
I'm eavesdropping 

there's Sophie barking
I'm hunching we're at Princeton
rather than Red Hook 

they have become a single instrument
a conjoined thought

Play In the Sunshine - Prince [from Sign O' The Times]

dance track
assembled in the studio

Secret Garden - Madonna [from Erotica]

time to play the wide-eyed innocent

June 15, 2023

Meditation from Thaïs - Jules Massenet - Joshua Bell [from Masters of The Bow]

demonstrating
what has always been clear anyway
 solo violin is a stand-in for solo voice

Banned Rehearsal 726 - Karen Eisenbrey, Keith Eisenbrey, Neal Kosály-Meyer [October 8, 2007]

knock! knock! knock!
we stand outside
chatting with the nervous wooden wind chime
we assist
in the dragging of a large object
from a location
to a location
it scrapes along
in the open
we can take it apart 

an angel passed through
conversation resumes 

an electric guitar
in a state ecstatic
perorates on a narrow ledge
held to the earth
by quiet strands
of cowbell
and guitar of lesser amplification
we parade forthrightly
in solemn garb

Paul - Tea Cozies [from Bang Up]

harmonic rhythm of stanza
goes and goes
finally cycles back

In dulci jubilo - Keith Eisenbrey [recorded at The Tintinabulary October 31, 2019]

in which
a systematic method is used
to harmonize each note of the chorale tune
but
which systematic method
is alien to diatonic practice
in several syntactic dimensions

Key of Life (Coming To You Now) - Mikey and Matty [from And It Came To Pass/Not To Stay]

advice from the brothers Gervais

June 16, 2023

Lachrimae Pavan, Fvb. 290 - Giles Farnaby - Claudio Columbo [from The Fitzwilliam Virginal Book]

modes and moods
moving through moods and modes
perpetual modulation

distinct linguas franca
can be comparable in many ways
and the distinctions need not to be absolute
to be a valid distinction
such as
between Renaissance tonal practice
and Baroque tonal practice 

I Am Resolved - Ernest Stoneman, Kahle Brewer [from Really The Blues]

or
between late 19th Century European tonal practice
and Blues tonal practice
or as hymnody
for instance 

be it resolved
that those distinctions above
are not to be construed
as distinquishments of worth or merit

Wells Fargo Wagon - Meredith Wilson [from The Music Man, Original Cast Recording]

as a kid
part of my piano lessons with Victor Smiley
was always "Social Music"
I believe the piano arrangement of this song
was the first of such musics I learned
that
or Gary, Indiana

Seaside, Oregon
Black Velvet Band - The Irish Rovers [from The Unicorn]

Ulysses full of woe and wiles
the sirens of home-port pubs
are not to be trusted

I Won't Hold You Back - Toto [a Rescued Record]

the soulful B-side
low budget Julian Lennon
(Karen tells me I have likely got it backward on both counts)
oh so cliche

Beat Your Drum - David Bowie [from Never Let Me Down]

disco
the love story
from outside its inside

music may change
hi di ho

Triumphal March from Aida - Giuseppe Verdi [from World's Greatest Choruses]

it's a parade!
costumes!
music!
floats!
royalty!
guilds!
pretty girls!
handsome guys!
Another brass band!

In Session at The Tintinabulary

June 1, 2023

Sinfonia 2 (midi) - Keith Eisenbrey

I waited a few weeks before posting this.
I am finding that my process of composing these Sinfonias involves revisions that arise in learning to make them "go" on clavichord.
I used a harpsichord patch for the midi realization because it is generic.
My clavichord recording is below. 

June 11, 2023

Gradus 383 - Neal Kosály-Meyer

closely packed
more loosely packed 

circling figures
with such a plenitude of notes in play
one could make of it
a music
that
in its self
doesn't need its particular limits of available notes
to be an image
that projects into the experience
of an innocent listener 

given the diatonic resemblance of the collection
many a listener might miss the limits
as such
if they do
does that move against the notion of the greater piece
or
is it simply immaterial
as is the greater piece 

but
there is an opportunity in this
through the nature of the project
to invent a playing of the piano
that is so utterly unlike playing the piano
as to turn that whole notion on its head
to change the subject 

at any rate
it seems unnecessary
to shape it musically

June 15, 2023

Sinfonia 1 (piano) - Keith Eisenbrey

Here is my recording on piano of my first Sinfonia, in the latest version
that is
as revised as of March 29, 2023

June 16, 2023

Sinfonia 2 (clavichord) - Keith Eisenbrey

as promised above

Postscripts

Skaldmud's Doodle Gallery

some listening journal doodles from 1995






Saturday, February 4, 2023

Playlist

Preface

"Language has better things to do than say what I mean."

George Quasha - from "Not Even Rabbits Go Down This Hole"

Texts

Live

January 28, 2023

Neal Kosály-Meyer recites Finnegans Wake, Part 2 Chapter 1 (Ninth Chapter) - James Joyce
Chapel Performance Space, Good Shepherd Center, Seattle

the show must go on
shadows by the film folk
waking the weary of the world
before waking mid book
mother of misery
because it is the month of prunes
cease your fumings kindle bushes
the curtain drops by deep request

February 3, 2023

Therefore I Was - Seattle Modern Orchestra
Chapel Performance Space, Good Shepherd Center, Seattle

Ko-Lho for flute and clarinet - Giacinto Scelsi - Sarah Pyle, Rachel Yoder

heat haze
illusion
of instability
of planes
refracted oases
between pitch
and filter

The Crown of Ariadne - R. Murray Shafer - Sophie Baird-Daniel

tale of no words

(contro-)clessidra III for cello and percussion - Jeremy Jolley - Ha-Yang Kim, Bonnie Whiting

edge of moment
traced to the width of a point

(contro-)clessidra IV for piano and electronics - Jeremy Jolley - Cristina Valdés, Jeremy Jolley, Greg Dixon

(not sure who was actually doing the electronics, there were two people at workstations one of whom was Jeremy)

prying into the long un-opened
uncalled complications gather

therefore I was - Ash Fure - Ha-Yang Kim, Bonnie Whiting, Cristina Valdés

mechanics of making
how we sound
how we sound

Recorded

January 28, 2023

Se vostre cuer eslangne - Johannes Ockeghem - Blue Heron, Scott Metcalfe

a sequence of articulated spans
time and pitch spans
molded to fit
curve for curve
we are moved around it
from inside

Pavana, Fvb 220 - William Tisdall - Claudio Columbo [from The Fitzwilliam Virginal Book]

phrases begin melodically
to end in elaborate cadential figures
which step nimbly to the side
or back into line

L'Euridice, Scene IV - Giuilio Caccini - Concerto Italiano, Rinaldo Alessandrini, Matteo Bellotto, Anna Simboli, Marco Scavazza, Monica Piccinini, Raffaele Giordani, Silvia Frigato, Mauro Borgioni

statements are made in turns
always complete
rounded off at the end of each breath
this bass must carry his reed accompaniment with him
characters are indicated both by which voice is singing
and by the character of the accompaniment
the reed bass must be one of those underworld guardians
lives in the leading edge of each phrase sung

Sonata in A minor, Kk. 218 - Domenico Scarlatti - Pieter-Jan Belder

the thingness of a figure
is bounded by its repetition
it isn't a brick
until there are two together

String Quartet in C Major, Op. 50 #2 - Franz Joseph Haydn - Tatrai Quartet

interrupted and deflected repetitions
come back to it from the rear of the large form
is what it is
because of the deviousness of the smaller tactical formal units
the times are changing more quickly than one might imagine
interrupting
halts in the progress
point us toward the size of events that matter as events

January 29, 2023

Sonata in G minor, Op. 49. #1 - Ludwig van Beethoven - Paul Badura-Skoda

1
the art of delaying the cadence
that would balance
count corners carefully
here's where we started
is this where we went
then I guess we'll never get back 

2
a comic melodrama
for Herr Meister Haydn

Polonaise in G-sharp minor, KKIVA/3 - Frédéric Chopin - Garrick Ohlsson

the key of the first phrase is narrow and taut
that of the next several is wide and lyrical
we get the latter type phrase
as it might try to imitate the manner of the first
they trade places
the phrases and manners confuse their selves with themselves

Prelude in E minor - Fanny Hensel - Beatrice Rauchs

dissecting methodically
inversion by inversion
step by step
all the steps
all the inversions
it will take the time it takes

Darling Cora - BF Shelton [from Allen Lowe's Turn Me Loose White Man]

working out banjo picking patterns
a skill like woodcarving
homely but
only because of the medium
orchestration
sculpture
same diff

Alexander's Ragtime Band - Louis Armstrong [from Allen Lowe's That Devilin' Tune]

a song to drum up business
the going to hear bands business

I Can't Get Started (take 2) - Billie Holiday [from Lady Day: The Complete Billie Holiday on Columbia]

this song has a conceit in common with Don McLean's Everybody Loves Me, Baby
"I'm great why don't you love me?"

Yesterdays - Erroll Garner [from Erroll Garner on Dial]

hesitation syncopations
somehow though
ahead of the beat
sounds a hair after
where it might have been

Slowly With Feeling - Sarah Vaughan [from In a Romantic Mood]

sung with not a jot
of the whiz bang watch this boys scat storm
she is capable of
but
she's singing it straight ahead pop
with absolute perfection

Ac-Cent-Tchu-Ate The Positive - Aretha Franklin [from The Electrifying Aretha Franklin]

this song is about a Mysterious Mister In Between
with whom one ought to not mess

I Am The Walrus - The Beatles [from Magical Mystery Tour]

John is jester
who for a moment
caught the attention of a multitude
to the point of self-identification
that is a multitude thought he spoke to them exactly

Ball and Chain - Janis Joplin [from In Concert]

holds our attention
investment
the voice needn't be omnipresent to command the song
especially in the blues of this era
where the dialogue between voice and guitar
has become competitive for verse time 

this is a stunning performance

Silly Boy Blue - David Bowie [from Starting Point]

a very strange song
the story of a person
told from the dialog of a scold
always telling what that person did
to their face

Endless Highway - The Band [from Before The Flood]

gospel preachin'
endless highway to the lonely valley

January 30, 2023

Banned Rehearsal 120 - Karen Eisenbrey, Keith Eisenbrey, Anna K, Aaron Keyt, Neal Kosály-Meyer [September 26, 1987]

sounds made together in the same room at the same time
can seem impervious to each other
but not in the same way
that sounds made in different rooms
or at different times
are necessarily
factually so
the apparent perviousness among all of which mixed together
is alike independent of their apparent relative perviousnesses when not mixed together 

when the San Diego input cuts out briefly
the artifice of mixing is revealed
without damage to the effect upon continuation
independent sessions mixed together
can illumine each other
they can smooth each other's rougher edges
provide foils to the other's obsessions
we have the punishment of the nations in clear view
floodgates open

Valerie, Explain Pollock - Bobby Previte - the New York Composers Orchestra [from First Progam in Standard Time]

stepwise approaching
walking back

Places to Go - 50 Cent [from 8 Mile]

narrowness
obsession
paranoia

January 31, 2023

Gradus 119 - Neal Kosály-Meyer [May 14, 2007]

sound as itself
is innocent of any and all qualities we might ascribe to tame it
wrest it
into verbal consciousness
even silence
comes laden
with a truckload of philosophical instruction

Hands First Flower - Low Hums [from Low Hums LP]

groovy does as groovy is
heavy drone
from which none attached
may stray

Gradus 316 - Neal Kosály-Meyer [July 14, 2017]

is a question anxious to be a statement
statements point straight
questions point curvy
they both point at a dot
or
is a statement anxious to be a question
statements answer questions
questions open statement
dotlessly true
exclamation's point
meets question's mark

Part 2 - noisepoetnobody [from Potential vs. Eventual]

patient application
makes its way
they are still coming through
release the ions
strip away the layers
the obtuse will yield

Coranto, Fvb 221 - Traditional - Claudio Columbo [from The Fitzwilliam Virginal Book]

Traditional found a poignant simultaneity there
in the first period

When That Great Ship Went Down - William and Versey Smith [from Anthology of American Folk Music]

deeply strange rhythm
activated by the strident treble voice that comes in on its own whim
rhythm section with washboard and spoons?

John's Idea - Count Basie [from Allen Lowe's That Devilin' Tune]

successive up transpositions
to fall back to original key
just kidding
moment to moment non stop fun

Constellation - Charlie Parker [from The Complete Savoy and Dial Master Takes]

layered rates of speed

Hallelujah, I Love Her So - Ray Charles [from Ray Charles]

braggin' on a woman
at his beck and call
and calls him daddy

I'm Willin' - The Staple Singers [from Hammer and Nails]

a performed prayer
for an example to the congregation
split in two
presumably sides of a 45?

February 1, 2023

Heroin - The Velvet Underground [from The Velvet Underground and Nico]

viola I presume
playing a single long tone throughout
each bowing quite clear
but also articulated
by the shifting tone below it
right up to the final
smack beginning to flow
when everything wipes out
except the shifting tone
and Moe

Banquet - Joni Mitchell [from For The Roses]

some turn to heroin
the hippie diasporation
poems of observation

Garageland - The Clash [from The Clash]

garage
pronounced as a pun
on garish
we're a garage band
we come from garage land

One At A Time - The Who [from It's Hard]

yet another machismo jealous asshole song
trope of the dispensable woman

La Spagna - Josquin de Pres - Tielman Susato Krummhorn Gesellschaft [from The Glory of the Krummhorn]

an amateur group having fun 

Things We Did Last Summer - Morgana King [from This Is Always]

atmosphere for a nightclub
conducive to conversation
lounge rather than stage show
she has the most amazing vowels and diphthongs

Gradus 29 - Neal Kosály-Meyer [October 20, 2002]

if Gradus is not a tool for the dissection of my listening praxis
then what is it? 

a focus of meditation
is that different?

an object of consideration or thought
is that?

an ordeal for its own sake
what is that to me? 

my ear habitually examines itself
is Gradus to blame?
no I was always like that 

do I treat Gradus
thus
as a habit
but
to make an attempt to listen
inhabitually
would require an acknowledgment of the habit
which is a dissection of listening praxis
and thus
experimental listening
and thus
still
dissection 

sensual enjoyment
OK
but it seems pretty spartan 

I make an attempt to not choose how I regard it
if possible
then what does it become for me? 

if I regard it as a sound
to move to
or with
or among
does that movement necessarily
for me
constitute an analysis?

an ambience
not in the sense of ambient music
but more like
in the sense of background radiation
or the temperature
or the paint color
a given of our environment
hm
it would be difficult to do while sitting here and listening to it 

OK
so it is asking me why I am listening
what am I hoping for?
information
insight
not instruction
too many questions for it to be a lecture
perhaps that's it
if Gradus is not for me a tool
or behind
or prior
to what it is for me
as a tool
is
that it is a question
so now
what was the question?

My Song - Brandi Carlile [from The Story]

there's the first chord
and then there are the others
circulation in an order
that forms the color of the verse
some others
circulate for the chorus
though they might include some of the same
it doesn't matter

Banned Rehearsal 822 - Karen Eisenbrey, Keith Eisenbrey, Steve Kennedy, Aaron Keyt [October 8, 2012]

if Banned Rehearsal is not a tool I use to dissect my own listening
then what might it be? 

a counter-example to other musics
OK
a laboratory
all the tools
a group image of an episode of thinking
listening
composing
together
in a room

description is the equivalent of analysis
there is not one without the other
if they are different at all

an artifact of an activity
evidence of consciousness 

more deviously gracious as a sensual pleasure than Gradus
in that
there are a greater variety of sounds
and locations
the room it images is more ample
less monkish
more obtuse to analysis than Gradus
because
it so seldom holds still it's whatness
always shifting
it thinks about music
as much as about listening
as such
music's rhetoric
its social assumptions
and presumptions
or
is it just because I do
or do
I because of it
who's asking these questions
me or it?

February 2, 2023

I'm Done - Bad Cop / Bad Cop [from Warriors]

direct
frontal
quick

Banned Rehearsal 1061 - Karen Eisenbrey, Keith Eisenbrey, Anna K, Marta K, Aaron Keyt, Neal Kosály-Meyer [October 10, 2022]

a filtered conversation
with song
set among an unfiltered cosmos
it occurs to me now
from listening to what Neal is positing
from Outpost Howth
that I have no idea what we sound like on his end
the missing side of Banned Rehearsal
it had been a dry Summer indeed
how difficult is it
to both speak words in spontaneity of exchange
and to simultaneously listen intently to the sound world
and be shaped by it
would such an activity leave a trace in the words as spoken
if it doesn't
then it may as well be a neutrino
passing through the cosmos
unimpeded and unaffected

Alman, Fvb 222 - Edmund Hooper - Claudio Columbo [from The Fitzwilliam Virginal Book]

slips out of its tonal space
wants to forget the slip

Train on the Island - J.P. Nestor [from Anthology of American Folk Music]

fiddle and banjo
small instruments
easy to transport and store
out in the American outlands
the American continuo ensemble

Sugar Babe - Hugh and Shug's Radio Pals [from Allen Lowe's Turn Me Loose White Man]

radio stations
locuses of good equipment and expertise and audience
but also a separation of performer and listeners
there may be more of them
but they aren't there

Who's To Blame - T. Texas Tyler [from Allen Lowe's That Devilin' Tune]

remember to look at your own self dude
digs in on "one" to blame
porky (play it porky)
plays a sweet guitar

It Hurt Me so (Take 4) - Jerry Lee Lewis [from Rare and Rockin']

presumptions
what the girl hopes the boy feels
upon being jilted
at least
from what the boy imagines
the girl hopes
upon being jilted feels
who's to blame?

Make The Night A Little Longer - The Shirelles [from The Shirelles Anthology]

drum sound to die for
the whole vibe is close to DIY
certainly non-Spector

I Want a Little Sugar in My Bowl - Nina Simone [from Sings the Blues]

seamless command of the long line

Love Me Like a Man - Bonnie Raitt [from Give It Up]

we presume to know to whom the singer sings
but who is the guitar
and who is they talking to
they're both sayin'

Psycho Killer (Acoustic) - Talking Heads [from Talking Heads: 77]

I have never understood what is meant in this context by "acoustic"
everybody sounds amplified to me
is it that they're all playing in the same room at the same time
if they are
believable
more than most of their tracks

Reason to Believe - Bruce Springsteen [from Nebraska]

a strong song well sung
pretty-well engineered
personally I regret the reverb
and the extra guitar sounds
as tiny as they are
they are unnecessary enlushments

February 3, 2023

Assembly Rechoired 35 - Tildy Bayar, Karen Eisenbrey, Keith Eisenbrey, Dan Sedia

while visiting at Bard College
fish whistle
thumb piano
drum
in one of the class rooms
at the music building
a thin tape
we're all shy
voice and piano and some zither relative being plucked
have replaced drum
or dulcimer
it gets more lively
as we get to know each other

In Session at the Tintinabulary

January 30, 2023

Banned Rehearsal 1069 - Karen Eisenbrey, Keith Eisenbrey, Aaron Keyt

Postscripts

Skaldmud's Doodle Gallery

some listening journal doodles from 1992